WHERE DID TIME GO???

This year is almost coming to an end, I'm looking back and it's hard to believe that I was in fourth form two years back, fiddling around with pipettes and test tubes, pretending that I know what it is I'm doing. How time flies it sure feels like it was just the other day,this notorious kid and such an absentee. Iam now realising how far I've come, from that notorious kid to this upright adult about to work as a Software Engineer.

The only thing that hasn't changed over the years is my comic side. Though someone recently mentioned that I'm bold these days that she likes what being an adult has done to me and she cannot wait to see how my 30s will pan out. That's vision 2023 I too cannot wait to see what sort of a person I'll be bolder that I'm sure of by God's grace and mercy.

The last 5yrs have been a rollercoaster alot happened good,bad and downright ugly. I'm just proud of myself for coming out alive after my fourth form circumstances forced me to pick the Tech course. It was still an interesting year for me. I discovered that I could string words together to make a sense out of them.

2020 wasn't a bed of roses as I had painted it to be it saw me in the darkest place of my life things weren't working for me to a point I saw no need of living anymore no one knew I was suffering because I had put on a mask and acted like everything is okay I don't blame the people in my life for not being there because I know some would have loved to,I just never mentioned it to anyone,lest I be seen as weak,as an attention seeker, you name it. Either way I'm proud of myself for where iam right now and my little achievements I'm not where I want to be just yet but optimistic that with time it shall come to pass. 

This has been a year of growth,self awareness, love, making memories, perseverance tears, laughter, lessons and for all I'm grateful.

Before I call it a wrap with this blog I wanna thank those who made my high school memorable,we went through hell together comrades, I hope that wherever you are life is not tough. 

And to my primary loves: Bruno, Whitney,Ron,Tracy,Salah,Saidi,Elvis,Kiprop, Yvonne I wish y'all well my people in everything y'all do.

And to the love of my life my fuel mum you are the best I appreciate you💕