TRUE LOVE FADES AWAY AFTERALL

 Wow in telling this story,I have assumed great confidence.So a few years back I was going about my life not until I met someone by the name "Kebab" yeah you heard me kebab.At first it had been of the things that attracted me to this human then this childish innocence and kindness and not forgetting the smile. The human's phrase was I love you".Kebab helped me love and live life a little more,I met kebab when I was still green with this relationships kinda stuff but kebab oh kebab came like a light and I was fucking in love with the light,I loved kebab like my own life I did everything in all kebab felt like home we would do everything together like literally we would often joke about the number of kids we would have and how our wedding would be without our parents getting involved definitely weird.

Our relationship was running smoothly but not until shit happened kebab quickly changed on me the clock stopped ticking so fast everything wasn't clicking I shared over 3 years of my life with kebab yet somehow Kebab's actions gave me doubts kebab changed in a minute but when I asked I was told I'm becoming a little bit insecure arguments would rise up I would be insulted ....But the sad truth was kebab was seeing someone else I was dumb and played myself bigtime I knew kebab was fishy but still chose to love kebab anyway we spoke like about 2 wks ago and that's when I learned the depth of pain.Yesterday mumzey asked me how's kebab?? She lamented that kebab hadn't called her for like a month now. is everything ok?? She asked my stomach lurched when mumzey said if you loose kebab you've lost your purpose but I wish she knew what really happened.I really suffered for it depressed cried my nights out asking myself questions was I not good enough? but kebab was happy with someone else in the end yeah everything was just a fairy tale.......

But all I wanted was loyalty which I never received but the saddest part is knowing that people will love you but with not 100% honesty.......